Thursday, November 26, 2015

The Holy Death Walk

I walk "The Holy Death Walk".

Beauty,...the lights that shine that we do not see. Traversing the infinite systems, I saw vast oceans unlike my grain-like existence would ever perceive.

Attempting to sway the pendulum has been difficult. To walk by will alone is not enough for even the demons come always to devour your faith. I battle not only with duality but the myriad of the Desert of the Godhead. Choosing to separate and walk the unknown paths of countless holy beings and esoterics leaves me to understand why the pursuit of everything is no-where as valuable -or perhaps non-valued- resting of the "nothingness".

I have walked the ages. Ascended the Ladder of Lights. Once, I even saw the "Clear White Light" and the multitude of Rainbow Souls. Falling back into this grosser matter, it seems, we are all churning in a certain blackness like scarabs we churn to purify the sacred etheral stone.

It seems the moment is a focus for preparing for the transference. To battle with oneself in final moments is like unto wishing to break the mirror and accept the untainted perception.

All is vanity. All is illusion. All is nothingness. To say these things and read these words, once, even I did not understand that it was the "I" that was the obstacle all along.

Journeying across the lands, I found everywhere was the same. Talked to countless holy people, and yet none were holy, for they did not perceive that everything is holy.

There is no such thing as "Sin". There is no such thing other than what we create by which to attach ourselves in endless suffering. Escape the wheel, go into the light, for you are nothing, and yet everything.

It matters not what you do, what you say, or what you believe. Find and realize yourself and your own purity. Rip and cast all the fickle veils from your eyes.

In this current world, and watching the last few cycles -there are those that are making "slave-hosts" of shame and sin into the reality of all. And, I am here to say that you are already free and are free without them.

Walk the strait path in wisdom. Make your light your compass. You need not religion, politics, or philosophy in order to transcend.

Choose to be free. Choose to be pure(as you have always been).

Choose to live...forever.

You are the unborn, the uncreated, and the holiest of the holies.

These are my words. This is my will.

By your pure will, be free.

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

To Remember That You Will Die

Memento Mori, “Remember that you will die.”

            In elementary school, first grade I believe, I remember looking around at all my fellow classmates and wondering, “Who of us will make it through this life, and, who will not?” It isn't a question that -I guess- is a normal question for a person barely of five or so years old.

            One of the first deaths that I clearly remember was of a girl, a best play-friend of mine, in sixth grade. Something was wrong with the connection between her spine and her brain. There was a piece surgically implanted in that area. One moment, we were smiling and laughing on the playground of life, then,...our teacher tells us that she got sick, and died. She said something about her brain swelling and that piece had slipped into her brain. The entire class cried. I cried. Even youth itself is of no avail or protection against death. The specter is always around but we rarely pay attention...until it is too late.

            And, for me the one that got away -she found me again -only to die the next weekend in a car crash. There is no bitter-sweet melody for death other than what we make it. I don't completely understand why death makes a person love others more, or why life makes us complete forget that the world is full of other living, breathing forms of life. You would think that the reality of death would make everyone somewhat more altruistic if not gushing non-stop compassion. Oddly enough, even with the specter of death lingering all around, we indulge ourselves in hate, self-destruction,  pacification, and endless pursuits of never-ending-trending-nowness.

            I feel that humanity seems to be the biggest evil joke in the known universe. Humanity is so funny that it is not funny, and the only way to smile in death is if someone takes the time to hold your face in place until the funerary chemicals and rigor mortise set in.
            For a brief spell, I worked as a sales-person slash funeral director. In one week, I went to more funerals than most people have gone to in an entire life-time. I have seen every type of body in every shape and form, having died from any possible type of death you can imagine. Death -when you have been exposed to is as much as I have...it changes you. It hasn't granted me immortality, enlightenment, or a better way to deal with either life or death. All I can say is that, “It has put all things into a perspective that I believe all people should have.” Because, once you see and know the truth of how things really are, then life and true world change can only come from the ultimate life changer itself: “Death.” When you “fully realize” that you are going to die, you will wake up from the so-called “slumber” that you now consider life. Don't fool yourself, because even fools die. Some quicker and sooner than others, and most...for no good reason at all.

Being so aware and cognizant of death every moment of life led me to study many things.

Being so aware and cognizant of death every moment of life led me towards becoming something else.

Being so aware and cognizant of death every moment of life meant that I would truly awake to the realities of life.

Never would I ever dare “sleep”...for now I was(am) eternally aware and awake.

            Madness and genius border a fine line. I can't speak to either for myself. It seems to be the logical fallacy of authority that imperfectly interprets the details. Many are the modern day Snake-Charmers and interpreters of cast psychological bones. The entire world psychological community can not agree on what constitutes what. What they do is beyond dangerous. They become exactly like what they pursue in psychology(the same true for Law-Enforcement). What is relative and general to all of humankind, they cut-up, splice, and analyze through some strange derangement of arcane psychological pseudoscience mirroring the witches, warlocks, and alchemists of medieval ages.   It is like slow-death through quasi-intelligent analysis. Although, it seems the boldest and loudest make connections among the sands of the universal world psyche. Next time I see dirt or clouds swirling in the air, maybe I can see my luck-lotto numbers. Entertaining to say the least. The only credit I would ever dare to bestow upon “psychology” is that, it shines a very small light on what is generally characteristic of humanity, but has a terrible tendency to make what is “relative” in the human condition into countless proverbial-bottomless-abstractions. We can all make something out of nothing, and psychology is quite masterful of taking what is obvious about all and turning anything into an almost weaponized form of ideological-perversion by way of someone else's so-called knowledge(authority) and or possible experience(If they really have any other than book-smarts.)  If anyone focuses upon death more than the average person, then for whatever reason a modern day witch-doctor(psychologist) would say they are somehow “aberrant.”

“We might as well call life the ultimate false-positive.” (That was a joke for those of you who know of the absurdity and charlatanry of polygraph and other so-called lie detection systems.) If top world neuro-scientists still can not agree or understand what constitutes thought and how the brain works, then what makes someone think that with a computer and third-party software can somehow divine truth or lie? The same hold true for death. Since we have no solidly credible proof about what happens after death (aside from physical entropy) -not including N.D.E's- how can anyone say with the uttmost certainty that, “There is something more beyond the veil of the shadow of death.” For all we really know, “The end is the end -or, perhaps a change of such a magnitude that we lack the ability to perceive what is essentially above our current state of evolutionary-based understanding.”

            On a side-note, “I am not anti-social, anti-authority, or the anti-Christ so-to-speak. But, I am anti-bullshit -and that is the difference.” There is nothing wrong with keeping millions of egotistical and self-righteous idiots in the world at a distance that makes one feel safe. Death has a way of getting to the center of it all, including the idiots. (Center of a furnace or hole perhaps.) Due to sheer number or idiots in the world, our chances of dieing because of the idiocy of another is greatly increased. The theory of permutation and probability speak directly to the computational inevitability of this. But, by this certain “mathematical expression”, would an opposite expression say, “If there were less people in the world, then, we decrease the chance of dying at each others hands?”
            What is far more worse than egotistical idiots is the new complex of making hero's out of victims, martyrs, and those who wish to whine for nickles and dimes(musicians excluded, ha). The cold, hard truth is that victims and martyrs promote weakness, wear self-made targets, and tell the world that it is entirely alright to be weak and pitiful (Cry a river for me!) -even if it means you are simply lying in order to find a means to an ends. Victims and martyrs have become as popular as any form of pop-bubble-gum-bullshit. (Isn't it amazing to think victims, martyrs, and those of shame have become the focus of trending world culture?) I can't say those paths merit any form of virtue or need of any kind of attention -unless a malevolent yet clever idiot(s) find(s) a monetary way to capitalize upon their parasitic disposition. Prime time, the News, and other forms of media love to bleed the parasitism into the homes, hearts, and minds of the worlds pacified living-undead. To be brain-washed and programmed by any form of media is equivalent to committing suicide of self-awareness.

Remember people, “All forms of media can and will kill you.”
One thing is certain: “All paths of media lead to and are apart of the same path directly to death.”

            A person might ask, “Why even think of death let alone meditate upon it?” I don't hate to say it but, “A lack of thinking and lack of wise-thought has led our present world society into this current and churning cancerous form of crust-filled-crap.” I am afraid there is no ass-paper that will completely remove the sordid nature of our human-stains from in-between the context or subtext of our stinking and sweaty sweet cheeks. Isn't life a gas or do we mistake our recursive regurgitation’s for any form of flagellation meant as a means to a flirtatious porcelain end.

           The world is entirely diverse with more cultures and philosophies than any could fathom in a singular lifetime. The Samurai, the Native Amerindian, and countless eastern cultures never displaced or denied death. They embraced it, learned from it, and led more complete and fulfilled lives unto their last breath. (They lived their lives without TV, internet, or cell phones -amazing.)In almost analogous fashion, America harbors the same denial about all forms of human-sexuality and shun that area of humanity as much as they shun death from their everyday awareness.

            In American Culture however, it seems rather popular to live life in denial. It is even more popular among “authority figures” to psychologically “profile” people. Especially those who might live closer to what resembles an incorrect perspective (different from their own) on life by acknowledging death. I might add that “profiling” is one of the most current and popular forms of charlatanry right next to “Polygraph or Voice-Stress Analysis Testing.” At best, if you believe in those things, you should also believe in “Santa Clause, the Tooth-Fairy, or perhaps even Uncle Slam.”  Look, just because you think you see a pattern, or somehow made a connection in your pea brain doesn't mean that parallel similarities constitute a hit or miss. The study of Logical Fallacy speaks directly to the fact that: “Just because two or more things seem similar does not in-fact make them similar.” The mind has a strange way of playing extremely lovely tricks on all people including every type of control or authority figure you can think of. Remember, the human-world is an ideological world(so far as we know), and outside of our neocortex, the world itself is it's own animal, not subjugating or superimposing as we habitually do. If I told you that I could grab the moon by grabbing its reflection in the water, would you believe me? To make a guess or inference does not make a fact, nor does a computer screen with fancy graphics that dance to various human produced tremor -and mostly random- frequency spectrum oscillations.

            The cruel outcome off denying and repressing certain ideologies is that, they begin to swell and fester like a(n) infection. At some point, a(n) ideology that was a healthy aspect of human-reality becomes transmuted into a poison that leads to a(n) even harsher death. And, since we -humans- are essentially living computers; “When a(n) intelligent program senses that it's program(life) is in jeopardy, it goes into whatever offensive mode it has available including a self-destructive form of attempting to protect itself from the mob-mentality of society(including lashing out at society).”

            Society itself is a monstrous chimera that can not be dealt  with simply by cutting off its heads. You have to burn it entirely leaving nothing to remain. Unfortunately stupidity, destruction, and death are perpetuated in ways that are entirely out of order within the natural system in which we(the human-swarm) reside. It is often forgotten that we all exist within the same bubble-like planetarium -or, sanitarium for that matter. “Leave me be.........(Metallica inference).”

            All Americans and countless others around the world have been: booked, tagged, followed, monitored, hunted, killed, and profiled. If I told you that, “I can read your mind and predict everything you will think or do,” would  you believe me? Unless you are a completely gullible imbecile, or totally beaten into “Witch-Trial based confessionals,” I am sure you would not. But, there are still many unexplainable things in this world that come with a lack of information -or perhaps too much informational overload indeed. It seems the biggest and most profitable world business is not to bring death to each other through: social policing, social network swarm shaming, information background death sentences, being judged and executed in our first, second, and virtual third lives. Isn't dying just once too much? Our online world culture has taught that the strongest, most hateful and vengeful, and those who love to kill others -informationally speaking- has become the new “virtual might is right.”

The viral nature of information is more than entertaining. Every nano-second kills another victim with as much humanity as the machines we have created with our primitive, ape-like hands, while our serpentine brain laughing constricts with each fresh kill.

If an arm-chair-warrior had no arms, upon their own legs would they stand? Possibly no more than a Christian crucified without a crucifix, I suppose. (Striking parallelism. Feel free to clap on, clap off.)

            Sometimes, people freak out over death, destruction, and chaos. The irony there-in is that, “We create the death, the destruction, and never-ending chaos. We seem to hate those things, although we seem to love to create them -no thanks to our egos. It is around us all the time, so why the momentary freak-out?” Who knew our own “self-importance” would lead to so many unconscionable acts against ourselves and others? Not to mention the countless insane ideological babbling of leaders lost in the madness of human-made illusion of control. Who really has control of anything, or, is it just an idea inside your head that makes you think you do?

            Are we really any different from animals in the wild? I don't think so. Because you have a brain and something called a conscious doesn't change our evolutionary status as weak humanoids that can only survive by out-witting our fellow human and animal earth-residents. Because we give humans(pseudo-smart serpentine-monkeys) technology and guns doesn't mean life is improved or that we are better. Besides, if you gave a monkey a gun regardless of the way they have been programmed, who really knows what they would do? One thing is certain: “Just as all monkeys live, all monkeys die.” Don't slip on the banana-peel of your own stupidity because everyone will laugh -then shoot you. Welcome to the Jungle baby.

            Everyone has an opinion. Everyone feels the need to: share/shame, inform, create, or be someone, or do something special(awww). Most of these things lead directly to death. As a matter of fact, “All roads lead to death.” That is a statement that the majority would debate until their so-called beliefs are  full-filled  or “self-manifested.” There is an ancient maxim that states, “Be weary of what you love and desire, for it may destroy you.” It is odd to think of how many religions and life-philosophies play upon the ancient observational speculations of humanity thinking they have found true abstract working-wisdom. But, we must be careful to note the difference between abstraction and reality -whatever perception that might be.

            Mass media, communicative media, and especially the internet have allowed all forms of chaos, destruction, and yes, even “Death.” The ability through us to strengthen and magnify itself into epic proportions is more than just a cold human sickness, ironically enough it is life. We have become the new “addictions”, the “direct mental poison and death injectors.” We have allowed the “world-mob-mentality” to become the judge, jury, and executioners of all that will ever be -unless we destroy ourselves or some world catastrophe happens. If humanity exists for a few more eons, can you imagine what those humans will think when they review the history of our current state of life? I'm sure they will clearly state that, “They were all egotistical, idiotic savages in love with destroying themselves.”
            People generally are not in least bit cognizant of : causality, chain of consequence, or the intricate ways in which we are all connected in this human-created ideological-sphere. Most live in the fickle haze of their momentary existence, thinking it is(their own life) somehow important in the big scheme of things. Out of that self-importance, they wreak havoc in every way they feel fit to do so. Whether they do good or bad, since all things have an effect on the delicate connections, “Who knows what evil the human-butterfly wings (Chaos theory) have set into motion -even if they truly believed they were doing the right thing?”

            Death is the great awaking and the ultimate bar of truth-based reality(how utopian). Judge by this and you can see through most of humanities ideological haze and destructive-laden-ego. Western culture teaches: pacification, denial, every-lasting life, self sacrifice, and herd-mentality. All of these parasitic qualities turn “victim” and “martyrs” into “hero’s.” We do not glorify “cancer, sickness, or death.” So, why perpetuate what directly contributes to destroying all of humanity? We can not separate victims and martyrs from being apart of the overall problematic equation of life. Their influence has caused as much death and destruction as those we consider strong, and for whatever reason “right.” Does might really mean and equal right? Sadly, much of humanity still embraces the primitive qualities of: hypocrisy, fickleness, living in the moment, herd-mentality, serpentine modus-operandi, band-wagoning, the ease of programming(influence)-and the horrible list goes on without ending. You know, for as smart as we think we are, “Why do we still keep doing stupid shit?” That is the trillion dollar question.

            The world has as many opinions as there are people but, “Because you have an opinion doesn't mean you need to be heard.” I have learned that lesson the hard way. Almost in analogous fashion, only people of prestige and power deserve to have their lives and deaths immortalized, while the rest of us disappear back into the same soulless dirt that we have supposedly sprung forth from. Hypocrisy in life and death so it seems. Shakespeare was entirely correct about the world stage of life we live in -that is, if you can call it life or a rather slow protracted life-death. By that statement I suppose that makes us all the “living-undead.”

            If you remember that you will die, what humanity considers important will be seen as nothing(so-to-speak). And, what is really important will shine brighter than any light-house or human created knowledge. So, perhaps you should ask yourself some questions about life and death.

            If you really understood that you are going to die, would you be living your life the way you        are now?

            If you really understood that you are going to die, what would you do this instant?

            If you really understood that you are going to die, would you know the true value of life?

            If you really understood that you are going to die, how would your life change?

If you really understood that you are going to die, who would you want to spend your time with?

If you really understood that you are going to die, have you really done anything with your life?

If you really understood that you are going to die, do you know how to live?

If you really understood that you are going to die, what are you going to do right now?

            In conclusion, it is my belief that those who are fully aware and cognizant of the eventual and immanent end of their lives will live a more enriched and rewarding life. At the same time, we -humanity- have selfishly created endless roads that lead to death. The human race has so much potential but use that same potential to destroy itself in all ways daily. I would like to entertain the idea that there is something more, but then again that train of though may be nothing more than a program. Then again, your entire life may suck from beginning to the ending -and you just die.

                                                            The End.

Saturday, April 11, 2015

Tragic America - A Cry of Freedom

Our Nation should not be based upon Master and Slave relationships. Slavery has been one of the most damned curses upon our American Culture that has ever existed. No one should ever be a Slave or held to a standard less than what the Constitution has given them - unalienable rights. No matter what their status, their race, their beliefs, or their disposition in life - All in America are Free and have all that has been promised to them unless someone denies both the Constitution of the U.S. or the Declaration of Human Rights.

But it seems our Leaders see us as Slaves, Meal-Tickets, and Stepping-Stones for their own Political and money-fueled agendas.

So many Laws have been created that it is near impossible not to break a Laws. Perhaps we can only know Freedom by the amount of limitations put in place, but when did Free-People with unalienable-rights ever agree to limitations based upon Economics or a Master-Slave System.

America now currently exists upon an "Economic Slave Caste System."

There is no such thing as Majority-Rule in America. There is only "Money Rule." If the Majority did rule "We the People" might not be suffering in so tragic of times. Perhaps it is darkest before the dawn, but how can America claim to be the Shining-Light-of-the-World when we have engaged ourselves in the darkest, most unfair, and most evil of all dealings -destroying our own people and people abroad in the world.

How can we say we live in the "United States of America" when we are acting as the "Divided Republics of a Place once known as Freedom?"

We live in a land of plenty, but countless go without. Our country punishes, imprisons, enslaves and makes more people suffer that any other country in the world. We have more jails, prisons, and people incarcerated that any other country in the world! What kind of madness is this?!? It certainly is not American and it certainly isn't Freedom.

How can we truly claim Freedom where everything rests, moves, and dies on a dollar?

How much will you or I cost when we die? And what about our families?

One of the first things you learn about the U.S. Justice System is that it is an "Adversarial System."

Adversary can mean: Oppressor, Opponent, or Satan in Hebrew.

Personally, I can not agree with anything "Justinian" when it comes to the scope of Law because it is in direct opposition to true Freedom and all forms of unalienable human rights. It separates our humanity from being able to exist as an unalienable free sentient creature.

The Justinian universe of Logic and Law lessen, destroy, and murder the very heart and essence of all that it is to be human. For we are all imperfect and error. It takes singular details and turns them into weapons that become the foreshadowed-death of all human life.

When Justice embraces economics -just as morality and ethics- it becomes an machine that devours life, bone, and blood. The moment you dare to embrace Law (human created chicken scratching) is the same moment you embrace death. The moment you dare to embrace Freedom is the same moment you embrace life.

Instead of ending inequity, all Law based upon money and economics sets in motion the proliferation of ending destruction and evil upon human-kind.

The U.S. (government at all levels) seems to thoroughly enjoy doing three things to American Citizens: making them pay (in all ways for everything), penalizing them (in all ways for everything), and punishing them (in all ways for everything).

We have become the easy meal-ticket, the bloody-stepping-stone (let alone corner stone) for politicians to gain more money and power, and setup as examples to be shamed and punished in order to instill unwarranted fear into the lives of free people everywhere.

Once again, the majority do not rule. Only those with the most money, influence, and militaristic power rule. The Constitution says that it is up to the people to take back control when the government gets out of hand. But how do you correct an infinite-headed monster that neither hears, obeys, or bows down to those who have entrusted it with "their power?"

In this age, America Media (in all forms including news and entertainment) passionately shame it's own people. We make a mockery and fools of ourselves stored away unto damnation for all time so that future generations only see what we cut, pasted, and edited into a ugly fictitious oblivion. It creates distortions in the everyday persons psychological reality to the point that the lines between all realities are blurred. You could seek the truth and find only a mixture of infinite filters of perceptions, with few if any in harmony with one another.

The American News Media like American Government never consider or take responsibility for the lives they have damaged, destroyed, and murdered. We have brain-washed ourselves into thinking that if we are not perfect that we have no right being human. When was being human never to "error?"

Who can say our modern age is right when everyone has forgotten history, brain-washed by the present, forgotten in nano-seconds of each fickle and fleeting generation.

Just like now, no one really knew what was right or wrong fifty years to five minutes ago, but will scream and beat their chest in time with whatever human is screaming the loudest. The problems of fifty years to five minutes ago, the problems of now, and the problems of fifty to five minutes ago in the the future will still have the same root cause and issues -all of which involve us (human-kind).

The U.S. has entrained us to stay asleep, to be forever dumb and fickle, never waking up to the insanity that is the reality of the modern American Nightmare.

The U.S., exactly like the drug dealer of pacification and sedation, has got its people addicted to loving false-hoods that will destroy them.

Why would you pay someone to keep you in the dark?

Why would you pay someone to penalize you?

Why would you pay someone to punish you?

Maybe you should stop paying those green-backs(dollars).

Maybe you should cut your wrists and slice your own throats, because with the current U.S. Government, that is how we are paying - with our blood.

Friday, January 9, 2015

Media Babylon

Media Babylon

Living in a world of infinite fucking crazies
Watch the infinite madness of TV and internet grow in time
If you ever knew anything now you know you have lost your mind
Millions of electric burning channels full of talking heads
Enough actors and pop-stars to pacify bleeding of the reds
No more God for God is in the internet and TV
Sheep led astray by the liars of media job security
It's not raining in my world but the weather-person says so
Politicians enslave billions, open your mouth and blow
Technology has made zombies of the children
They are too dull and numb to realize who is beating them
Instead of standing up people would rather be pacified
Watch your animal videos and chant pop-songs until you feel sanctified
Yes indeed, the world is full of crazies
Most have their face stuck to a small cell screen
Most have forgot real reality is not a dream
I'd rather give you the middle finger instead of a thumbs up
You don't realize governments have stuck a sand-paper dong into what you are
Sing along to the pop-song and they steal your money har har
Who said living in this world isn't the most fucking bizarre?
I know you will forget this -even if you read it.
Enjoy your Media Babylon now while you bleed it -
Your life, that is.

*Now smile and say cheese and the mushroom explodes in your face*