“I wish for the innumerable sentient beings to be liberated from suffering. I wish for the innumerable sentient beings to attain enlightenment. I wish for all innumerable sentient beings to be Auspicious.”
Quote: Lemmy Kilmister of the Band “MotorHead” - “Fuck God and Fuck the Devil and Fuck the Church too. I’m responsible for my actions. I don’t need to hide behind nothing. I did it…whatever I did.”
Quote: Dale Earn Heart - “We can’t all be good guys. Some of us have to wear black hats.”
Quote Satan: Job 2:4 -”Skin for skin, yea, all that a man hath will he give for his life.”
Quote Jesus Christ: Mar 10:18 & Luke 18:19 - “Why callest thou me good?”
Quote Swami Vivekananda: “Those who can become mad upon an idea, those alone will see light.”
The above quotes are not exactly what I mean but, I believe they encapsulate what I feel about some of how I currently see some things in life. It’s hard to express, vent, let it out, or say anything without someone getting butt-hurt and taking things the wrong way. I guess you could say “I have had a lot on my mind the past month or so.” I feel that collective we seek more to “Police and Dominate one another than Help or Forgive.” I don’t really feel any of our choices are our own, or, have ever been our own. Based on who I have talked to and what information I have had access to, everything has already been planned out for all of us well into the future. The details of our lives are essentially meaningless in the “Big Picture that has already been painted for all of our lives.” Freedom and Choice are cleverly crafted illusions.
Disclaimer: These are just reflections based upon meditations and general observations of the world. In no such certain words, actions, deeds, or writing do I condone violence. However, I do reserve the Right to: Read, Write, and Reflect. These words are not meant to harm or cause suffering. These are purely reflections intended to teach and inform, right? And, “venting” some observations about the negative world. Most of what I write about isn’t new, or unknown, and most of what I write about has been known for ages by some, understood by few, and ultimately cared for by none. Often, I feel like I “walk the fine line” between whatever it is to be human, and the life-long savagery I have been exposed to.
Human history, as far back as we have, has been “Horrific.” People only seem to “take action, speak out, or pay attention after something happens.” The phatasmagoriffic and yet complex system of darkness in the hear of humankind is unfathomable to most. But, if you do not understand the heights and the depths of the human creature then, what is it that you really understand other than “after-the-fact-reaction?”
Reactionary Chaos is indeed worse that Controlled Authoritarianism. Anarchy and Rebellion is simply the dual-edged indicator of an infection deciding how to heal itself. Oh the Pendulum sways violently.
Most people will go right up to the edge of anything if they can get away with it. All lines in society are imaginary abstract ideological lines. Society frowns upon those that cross those imaginary lines despite the fact that many will still do whatever they can do, or get away with in life upon various levels and degrees.
Harsh as it is to say, “There are no real good or bad people to clarify what’s real and isn’t. There are only those who do and don’t. Judgments and opinions are a dime a dozen and “always after the fact.”
There is no difference between a “Citizen or a Savage” when is comes down to life and death survival. Some will argue the fact “until” they are placed into that deadly situation. We only accept change and progress when things “appear to go our way.” People destroy, deny, slant, and reason in whatever way that they want regardless of what side they stand on -if it does to serve “their purpose.” Each person says that “their side is the right side” while the other screams and points the finger that “their side is the side of right.” Evade, deny, re-spin is the actionable rule of the day.
When it all really goes down, and shit hit’s the Apocalyptic Fan -so to speak- will it really matter in the end? Who knows? And, who says watching the world burn -as it is now- isn’t reflective of humanity?
Since I have little ability to speak-out with a heard voice, with any form of reason shared by few, it seems all I can do is vent or write at best. I would say I am a person but, I am a number. I would say I have a life but, am nothing more than a collection of data-points, in a empty lifeless profile, stored away in a database. I would say I have a soul but, the machines have had control over my entire existence in one way, or another. I wish that it were not so.
“Will instant, improved, and enhanced background checks become Judge, Jury, and Executioner?”
People think advancements in technology are great. However, I wonder how long before technological darkness sets in completely over our lives. If we have no “Mastery of Ourselves” then, how do we expect to not become subservient to technological judgment?
“Is Technological Judgment Day coming?”
I can not entirely write or express what I know. I can not entirely write what I have experienced or have had access to. If I did, I have absolutely no doubts that I would disappear in an instant, and be erased well beyond the non-existence that I already live in.
If only people only knew the true ends of all the pacification, escapism, religiosity, illusion, and vanity built to deceive and control all. Often, I ask myself, “Who am I?” I have lived several lives -so to speak-, I have had many names -so to speak-, and have no choice to continue in the same if I wish to live and survive.
It is hard if not impossible to express compassion, sympathy, remorse, forgiveness, or anything we consider human to those who are void of such things. There are those who understand such things to a limited degree but, they do not acknowledge them, care for them, and see them for the vanity of the illusions of mental programming for which most of them are at best.
There are powerful monsters in this world. They are those who control the world, and, your life. The daily and nightly News Media that show “so-called Criminal Monsters” on TV, or on the Internet, or on Social Networking are the smallest and the least form(s) of Evil that exist in this world. The most powerful evil Monsters in this world are: Bad Government/Politicians/Leaders/Authorities/Money Systems, and to be lucidly stark, “Humanity.” I do feel the “News Media” is deceitful, divisive, and destructive.
Survival is never as simple and as easy “as those that have and have been provided for think.” The difference between life and death is but the blink of an eye. At some point, the details are irrelevant.
Victory in the ring in irrelevant. Singular so-called victories are short-lived as false opponents are never-ending. We ourselves are our own worse opponent. We fail by seeking victory outside ourselves. There is no victory in the end of life, and only so few live long enough to understand the temporary and fleeting.
I believe in Compassion and Mercy and Benevolence. At the same time, I feel like “venting and screaming” in order to get out of me what the world influences me to feel sometimes. And, I don’t really have any beliefs or anything set in stone. I don’t have time for any of that shit. It takes tremendous discipline to balance all the components that make up the myriad of our own archetypical internal cults of personality. But, to look at all those nerves, the chemicals, and strange grey matter would never lead one to discern a conscious mind. Although, how is it possible to say such a thing as the mind or life exists as we know it?
Beyond this point, the language here gets rough. So as my reflection/entry/diary continues, if you do not do well with profanity or harsh language, stop reading now. This is just a reflection. Not a predict future of some predetermined behavioral pattern aiming at some diabolical end game.
Most of the things people bitch, whine, and gripe about are absolutely worthless. This includes everything in Social Media and a majority of News Media outlets. If it doesn’t exclusively pertain to whether you are going to live or die, consider it worthless. There are plenty of other ways to spend what time you have on this miserable shit-ball of Earth than having your peace of mind fucked off by endless fucking idiots.
The skill, the talent, and the trick with words is that “anyone can literally use any word or sets of words or definitions to mean anything they want.” Plus, there are people who claim to control language and the use there-of. But, that is not true. It’s bullshit. If you can get the “gist or meaning across” then, you don’t have to be a master of language to get your point across. Simple enough.
With words, most of it is in the delivery. Also, depending on the “illusion of your station, or job, or whether you are a pre-tend leader/authority,” people have been programmed/groomed to interpret words and statements in certain semantic ways. Authorities, Religious Leaders, Politicians, Journalist and similar people have a skill in manipulating language to whatever end they want. And, because most people are programmed and under-educated not to know any better, those pretend authorities literally get away with “ideological murder and control and deception every single day.” See through the illusion, and you see through the person. It’s that simple.
See, this is what I get for “reading way too many books.” (Including using Dictionaries all the time.) However, it is possible to know too much (which I know nothing) but, knowing even a little is enough to see all the lies. Sadly, I have been severally punished for what I know and “seeing through it all.” Anyone can too (see through it all), and some do -but, not all. Those who do -like me- usually get set up for failure. It doesn’t make you rebellious or anti-authoritarian to stand up against what you disagree with, especially if you feel it stinks of “Horse-Shit.” Really now, what “System” is so True, So Pure, So Perfect that is it beyond simple, reasonable, logical scrutiny? The Answer: None.
I know clearly that no-person or life is any more or less important than any other. I know that no Leader or Authority is any more or less of an person than you or me. I know that 90 plus percent of our daily life is composed of endless amounts of vanity and illusion which I refer to lovingly as “Horse-Shit.”
I see through the Money, the Power, and the Control -and all of the Evil that makes them so. It is because of this that I have paid the price because forces(people with power and Authority) literally beat me down, destroyed my life, and literally killed me. However, the numbers of people like me are growing, and, there will be no force on Earth to stop us in numbers. Unless “certain stupid leaders do incredibly desperate and deadly things that none of us will survive.” But, in some respects, it is already far too late.
When people really get to the root and heart of the matter of the Human Condition, get rid of all the vanity and illusion of destruction, and understand “suffering” then, who knows, we might make it, or not. Of course, that is just my humble two-cent opinion. Shit, two-cents will not even buy a polished turd these days.
I have suffered because of “Abuse of Power.” I have suffered because “those in Authoritative positions decided I was a good, easy target.” I have suffered because “I have no way to protect my life.” So, like hundreds of millions of others, I’ve become a “Slave to the Powers that Be.” Maybe it’s right or wrong but, what if all the people who fucked me(you) in one way or another got a taste of what I’ve(we) lived through? What if they instantly died because a “higher-power” thought I(you) was a good person and struck them down? Who knows, right? Obviously, no one really knows and I’m not saying that would be right, but how many people do you fuck-up and fuck-over before “you get a taste of your own medicine?” Cause, Effect, Karma, Life’s a Bitch. There is no Good-cause without a Bad-Effect and vice versa. The Scales favor no-one and those who “toy with the scales are often judged by life accordingly.”
I wish I had a real say in “my life.” But, with the way the “American System and the World System” are; I wish I was but I don’t think my life will every be my own life. I just want to live my life and do what I want without any hang-ups, signs, crazy ass laws, commercialist bullshit, propaganda, or government oversight, or News Media. It’s like some have said that, “Freedom isn’t free, and there is no such thing as Freedom without Limitation.” Like there is absolutely no such thing as absolute safety. Figures. Welcome to the World, and wanna-be-heros and wanna-be-victims, and endless forms of 15-minutes-shame-to-famers.
I would like to be in a band, travel around the world, play music, and have a good time. But shit, there are so many fucked up people bent on making hell on Earth, I kind of watch that dream burn and die daily.
If it’s not Government and Politicians fucking everything up, it’s Religious people and the Cult Members. If it’s not some Crazy Ideological Group, it’s a fucked up Race group. If it’s not one bunch of crazy-ass people bent on fucking people up, it’s always another no matter what the name or purpose. Pathetic.
It’s all one huge stinking pile of steaming gooey runny Horse-Shit.
Shit, what the fuck is wrong with people? Is it to much to ask to just leave me the fuck alone and let me live my life? So far as I know it’s the only one I got with a limited amount of time. And honestly, I don’t really feel the need to “Bow down, be subject too, drowned in Laws, Fighting stupid fights, or being brain-washed by any kind of ideology or butt-hurt group with an agenda and loads of historical propaganda.”
I just want to live my life without any fucking problems. Is it really that fucking hard to understand?
Can I drink a beer and smoke a fucking joint in peace without someone getting butt-hurt or fucking with me? You would almost think life can be that easy but, fuck, it’s not.
I don’t pretend to be an: Authority, or a Leader, or a Religious/Cult Leader, or a Government Politician, or Journalist. I don’t have a flag, or a creed, or believe in anything. I have no agenda or purpose other than live my life. I would never pretend to be any of that other fucked-up bullshit. All of that bullshit has kept the world and people fucked up forever and day. Why can’t we put all those types of people on a fucking rocket and shoot them into outer-space? Why not?
I’m not really anti-anything other than Bullshit, but I will go ahead and say it because it is what I feel. Remember, this is a vent/rant/written expression and things I reflect on. I am not really anti-anything, nor am I pro-anything either. This is Not a statement of action or war or a precursor towards crazy. Like all the dumb-ass Politicians and Talking Media Heads say, “Let’s be clear.” Bullshit, right? Right.
This is how I feel right now:
Fuck Government & Politicians
Fuck your Politics and Beliefs - they aren’t mine and I don’t have any so fuck off ! ! ! ! !
Fuck Religions & Cults - I don’t need “Be-Jesus” or pray with my ass in the air.
Fuck News Media & Journalists - I have no love for any of you.
Fuck Authority - I don’t care who or what you are pretending to be
Fuck the Moral Authority - like you really know what is right
Fuck the people with no Morals or whatever - You lack art
Fuck whiners for whining about whatever the fuck
Fuck Screamers screaming for whatever empty ended purpose
Fuck Everyone in Race Wars/Problems
Fuck every Race that tries to play every other race for whatever reason
Fuck the Victim and the Predator
Fuck the Guilty and the Innocent
Fuck the Good, the Bad, and the Ugly
Fuck Everyone in Abuse of any and all kinds
Fuck every band-wagon from Race, to sexual abuse/misconduct, to gender, to whatever
Fuck Authorities, Leaders, and Anyone who pretends to be in power or important
Fuck Pop Culture, Social Networking, and the Entertainment Industry
Fuck Money and everyone who makes and promotes Money
Fuck all the Rich and the Poor people in the world
Fuck Anyone who doesn’t like that I like to Smoke Weed/Marijuana as a Life-Style
Fuck you if don’t like Punk Music, Type-O-Negative, Pantera, or Heavy Metal or industrial in general.
& Fuck you if you don’t like what I have to say
& Fuck you, I don’t care what your problems are, your issues, or what your butt-hurtness is all about ! ! ! !
Basically, FUCK IT ALL!!! & FUCK YOU ! ! !
That had to be the ultimate poetic form of “THE ZEN OF FUCK”!
Once again, this is just a “vent” and “letting off some philosophical and ideological steam.”
And, I seriously mean all of this in a sincerely way although I have a different way of expressing it. So, get over it. So Sue me for having a voice and mind and the ability to express it. I vent as well as I breath.
When you wish upon a star, right?
Perception is an extremely dangerous thing. People are compelled by whatever stimulates their basic five senses. Most people are more reactionary than reasonable. Most people will sing along and agree with the “collective” rather than think for themselves. I don’t buy into “collectivism any more than imperialism.” Honestly, I don’t want any kind of “Ism.” Fuck your words, your names, and your signs, and Ism’s.
Just Live and Fucking Let Live. Or, have people forgotten about that? “We” aren’t that important.
Have we “Mastered every form of Butt-Hurt-Ism” to such a degree that we want to destroy ourselves?
Of course, of course. What was the color of George Washington’s white horse? Black, Yellow, Gold?
Isn’t it funny that of all the creatures on this planet, humans are the only creatures that intentionally “smile” (show teeth) as if to convey happy or positive meaning? Everywhere else, animals show their teeth in aggression, power, and expressions of dominance.
Isn’t it funny that you can read someone’s “body-language” and know more about the truth of what they are saying, thinking, or feeling than what they are trying to vocalize to you? Interrogation anyone?
Isn’t it funny that most people will never tell you what they want but, they will tell you they will kill you if they desperately need something.
Isn’t it funny that most people pay attention to all the details except the details about life and death, and generally avoid all the details that lead to death.
Isn’t it funny that some people say they are good but are really mischief makers?
Isn’t it funny that those who pretend to be “Good, Righteous, Pure” are often found to be the most “evil, vile, wicked, and hateful” people on Earth?
Isn’t it funny that most of the stuff that you think is important -especially in this day and age- isn’t important at all. Think about it, that is, if you can think for yourself and know what that means.
The Mind like life is a strange thing and becomes stranger the further you look into it. However, no-one to this date can empirically or factually agree or prove that such a thing -Mind- is real or exists. That sounds quite a bit like attempting to grasp the reflection of the Sun or Moon upon the surface of the water.
It is rather amazing that there are “so-called experts on the mind” yet none of them have “proof in hand(on paper)” that can conclusively prove beyond any refutation that the mind exists. Sounds a lot like Religion.
If you can’t prove the mind exists then, how do you prove psychology? The answer: You can’t.
You can fool the hell out of a whole lot of people. Heck, even P.T. Barnum proved that much. And, he was a “ShowMan,” not a so-called Psychologist. Government, Authorities, and Politicians prove foolishness daily and people seem to love it.
Go ahead and try and get back to me when you find something millions of people have been trying to prove for centuries. On Psychology that is.
Proof in one hand is worth more than two handfuls of imaginative psychologist in the mental-bush.
Witch-Doctors, Shamans, Charlatans -anyone up for that challenge?
Oh, and Scientifically speaking, Science says results have to be “reproducible and accurate” in order to be considered Science or Fact, let alone completely beyond tested refutation. Psychologists, you’re welcome!
Do you actually have a mind, or, a life? Can you prove it?
*******How do you grasp a reflection let alone prove what you can not grasp?*******
Perception -if such a thing truly exists- is a strange thing. A seemingly improvable thing, but through various physical actions we do strive to justify the abstract -however amorphous and yet oblivious. It’s possible to observe supposed cause and effect, but, if you don’t know, well you just don’t know.
If the scales of “your understanding” are not “slighted or preferentially informed” then, by what sets of knowledge do you ascribe to(o) although tending to(o) perfectly balanced scales?
Wisdom itself -however subjective- seems to only be gained by experience. And, we can not know what we do not know. So, how is it that you know anything? Are you really as experienced as you say you are? How do you know?
Are “mental states” also “physical states?”
When is truth never subjective? Can you be totally logical and objective? What is the Reason For Reason?
Is it that the perfect truthful answer is in the perfect question(s)? If facts are indeed considered truth, should they not be provable, reproducible, and beyond contestation? If not, are those “facts” still facts?
Just because you get “a drop” of information, does that really mean you have a story? And, because it is a “story” how could you ever “claim a story to be truth?” Anyone can make up a “story.” The News Media, Politicians, Evangelists, and Social Media do it all the time. The story-telling business is doing extremely well these days. Would you like to read my Story?
Stories are not one-sided, two-sided, or three-sided but so impossibly complex that they can only be expressed to the level of which a given “story-teller” is capable or producing. That is, if there is not some other covert ulterior agenda for doing so. Who is to say what an intention really is? Crystal-Ball ?
Journalists might actually be believed if they said, “I (we) don’t have all the facts, but this is how I slapped some stuff together, and this is the angle I’m going to sell it to you, and I might not actually be totally factually right or correct even long after-the-fact, and my story might hurt someone, and chances are I’m wasting your time trying to pass this garbage off to you as News.”
I might believe that if they started their “News Stories” out that way. Other than the Weather and Life and Death situations that directly apply to our ability survive is the only news we “might” need. Then again, there are those of us who simply do not care about the News what-so-ever. Some like sanity, not News.
Applying the “make-up of illusion and vanity” does not change the “face of reality.” Do faces beautiful or ugly require make-up? Why add or subtract what is not there to begin with? When it comes to “a shadow of any doubt” how are we not to say that the ego defeats all truth, when even truth becomes lies?
If Beauty is only skin deep then, how come more beautiful people are not in love with ugly people? If lies are only so mentally deep then, how come more people are in love with liars than those who are truthfully ugly? That is, if completely honest and truthful people exist, right? We all know ugly people exist, right?
I have never been beautiful and I am perhaps uglier than ugly and wickedly imperfect. Truth?
I might be the ugliest and most truth person you would ever know. Truth?
All I have ever known is ugliness and lies. Truth?
Gossip, Facts, or Empty Speech - Which one has caused more destruction, suffering, and death? Should they be punishable by death considering thought preceding action can lead to harm or chaos?
Here are examples to demonstrate for the sake of reflection:
Should Gossiper (Tabloids), News Media Journalists, or Politicians be executed because of what they have said, or televised, or put on social media and possibly harmed a person(s) for whatever reason? It only takes one person or a handful of people to say that they have been harmed by them. Why not? They execute people in the Court of Public Opinion day and night without stopping. What’s good for the Goose is good for the gander. Equality, right? Do unto one another, right? Freedom for All, right? Truth, right?
Gossipers(Tabloids), News Media Journalists, and Politicians keep people and the world divided, chaotic, and stirred up all of the time. So, why not execute all of them? Publicly execute them. Why not? Televise it. Why not? Put it on Social Media. Why not? Fair is fair, right? Equal treatment for all, right? Hypothetically speaking, it might make the world a more peaceful place, and you will never know unless you try, right?
I’m just speculating here and not condoning violence of any sort. Making examples of Hypocrisy. They have all said the same things forever, “Do as we say and not as we do.”
Are all victims really victims let alone good people? How do you know if someone who was a victim or claimed to be a victim is/was really a good person? For all you know, they might have been wickedly evil.
Are all predators/criminals really predators/criminals let alone bad people? How do you know if someone who was/is a predator/criminal is/was really a bad person? For all you know, they might be Holy Saints.
Who is really a hero or a terrorist? Who is really a slave or a master? Who is really right or wrong?
Which part of your tongue has not caused destruction, suffering, or death? Can you honestly say that you have not harmed, hurt, or caused someone suffering? If that is the case then who is truly righteous?
Why is it that in “the West” almost all philosophy is based upon “Guilt?” Contrasted with in “the East” where much of the philosophy is based upon “Error?” One aspires towards a guilt complex while the other seems to lean strongly towards an inferiority complex. I don’t know other than belief must love self-deprecating destruction, generally ending with copious amounts of negation. Why perpetuate such none-sense? That is the historical ten-thousand-plus year old question of the sands of time.
What if all the problems of the world are not the work of a few but all of us? The same theories used to predict events in random systems -such as weather- are now used against all of us, and to predict any and everything that we do and who we are. With so much data why are there no real applicable answers to help all of us? And, considering the “human-dimension” do we really deserve help considering the world-collective tragedy that plays on day-in-and-out?
We can fly to the moon and think about colonizing other planets and space, but can’t get anything right with our feet firmly planted on earth. What a cruel and stupid joke. Stars for everyone, right?
Law Enforcement, and Politicians, and Governments, and Media, and Businesses use “Big Data” and “Data Mining” to “know us better than we know ourselves.” They also use it to manipulate us, program us, choose the types of lives “we may or may not have.” We only have the choices they have “pre-programmed for us.”
They can use data on our parents to tell whether “we” will be criminals when we grow up. They can use data to tell the “good citizens from the bad citizens.” Soon, they will be able to tell “before you are born” whether or not you deserve to live, and will reserve the right to kill you if they think it‘s right.
TV Media and Internet shame us, laugh at us, and keep us stirred up all the time. At what point will it become more than a hot-topic-trending-flash-point where countless people start getting hurt directly because of such? Do you think the News Media will ever grow-up and realize how much of the problem they really are? I think the same exact question can be directly and fairly asked about Social Media.
Why do popular “victims and predators” always look towards the camera? Why do each want attention? When two imperfect actions come forth, do they equal the perfect pristine absolution of ultimate truth? If you suffer so terribly much, why would you want the world to share and promote your suffering? If you are so messed up, and suffer so much, and you have been so wronged, where is this mysterious strength you find to sit before TV cameras, in front of millions, to tell “your story?” And Smile? If you are suffering and are against suffering, why keep promoting it? It is a fair question.
At collective gatherings to “remember victims” why are so many obviously looking for the “cameras, the interviews, and you see their smiles before they make their sad face for the camera?” I think in today’s world people are willing to “play the parts of either Victim or Predator” if it compels, excites, or falsely empowers them to do so. I’ve been a “Victim of American Circumstance” all of my life and made no fame or money. As far as “Predator,” everyone is a predator in one sense or the other. It’s all in how you spin the story and focus the lens. I’ve heard that News Media will pay top-dollar for the best Victim or Predator story, as they have become the “staple of our media diets.” Hard to swallow, no? Napkin? Mirror?
If you really need help and are hurting and are messed up then, shouldn’t you be in therapy or something? Was it more important to get on TV, or the Internet, or whatever than get the help you need? See, when things don’t exactly add up, and it pays to be a “Victim or Predator” these days then, I believe you should very clearly understand the questions and ask many, many questions. Personally, I think Victims should be interrogated and scrutinized as much as the accused Predators in order to make sure what the truth is. Far too many pretenders these days not to be cautious. Besides, how do you know the Victim isn’t a Predator in Victims psycho-wolf-clothing? Is that crying I hear, or, wicked cackling in disguise? Tell no tales?
Why call something a “story” or a “fact” or a “truth” when in reality it is only one more imperfect and vastly incomplete something of nothing more than anyone will ever be able to understand in totality?
Do you make “facts or truths” out of incomplete pieces or information? Oh, to tell a tale. The liars love.
How do any of us know whether the “victims are really predators, or whether the predators are really victims?” It only takes one exception to the rule to demonstrate the fallibility of popular truth. There are countless accounts that are exceptions to the rule, but for some reason they never make “Prime-Time.”
Who really knows whether Heros are Terrorists, or Bad People are Holy Saints, or Freedom Fighters are criminals. Isn’t it all amazing in how the publics perception is led and manipulated into believing anything?
What really is “the Rule of Law” when it is really “the Rule of Public Opinion” only found disguised within certain vocations of the illusion of legal or legislative power? Oh, the chosen few as mortal and as imperfect as the rest of us, and yet they claim the Keys to the Kingdom. Should we bow down and kiss the ring?
Why would you want an imperfect person judging you? Everyone’s shit stinks, does it not? Roses?
Each of us has a data trail, a data profile, and…computer codes programmed to “know us” better than we have ever “known ourselves.” At least this is what programmers and huge data mining companies say.
What happens when we are “absolute slaves to the machine” more-so than we are now? Drones?
“Those who know the algorithm know the code. Those who know the code control the world.”
“Those who know the System can manipulate the System. Those who create the System are the Masters.”
They use these things against millions everyday: Forensic Profiling, Counter Studies, Methodology, Build Profiles, Behavior Analysis Units, Predictive Behavior, Defining Behavior, Complicity, Finger-Button.
If they use all of that then, “Why not use Psychics, Pagans, Witch-Doctors, TV Evangelists, or Aliens?”
When will we become like the “Terminator?” And, become “The Terminators” of our own Humanity? Well, my Magic 8-Ball says, “All signs point to yes.” It’s happening, so, “Are you Ready?”
You name it, there is a quasi-pseudo science for almost every aspect of “humanity.” And, the future of all of humanity -if humanity does not destroy itself- will be decided by government, by technology, and machines that we created -or allowed to be created . Who knows. Maybe we -living machines- will eventually become no different than the heartless, cold, and calculating machines we build, use, and love so much. We already spend our time on cell-phones and computers, like appendages to our bodies. How Cyborg-ish.
That last saying is distantly similar to what a Rothschild once said. That person said that they didn’t care who controlled politics as long as they controlled the money. And, since all money is literally controlled by computers, saying our lives are also controlled by computers isn’t a far stretch, but a reality.
What happens when there are too many of us -people-? Seven-billion now, and perhaps Nine-billion by the year twenty-fifty, with all of our issues adjusted for problematic-life-inflation seems to speak of a horrible future. That might not be so bad if you are a heartless, cold, and calculating machine, no?
Victims, Martyrs, Predators, Politicians, Religious People, News Media, Celebrities; How many potentially volatile ingredients does it take to stir the “explosively problematic pot of humanity?” It seems humanity has no other desire but to literally destroy itself in any manner possible. Pop-song anyone?
The more I have listened to older people, elders, and seniors of the last couple of generations -they all say the same things basically, “Nothing is different. Everything is the same. It is the Devil in the Details that is killing all of us.” Living in America at this present time I can find no reason to disagree. It’s hard to get excited about what is supposed to be so great when the fact is that it is not that great here. Historically speaking, it never was. But, it’s like they say, “Those who control the past control the future.” I see homeless people all the time. It’s as if America has become 3rd and 4th world all over, inside, and out.
Sigh -Why does it always have to be about control? I don’t want to control anyone or anything. Truth be known, I’d like to live life without drama, chaos, and suffering. I guess that’s to much to ask for. I have to admit that there are “those who love to provoke” as much as they can get away with. YOU DID IT!(gasp!)
If we are nothing more than “a copy of a copy of a copy” and are habitually repetitious by nature, what does this mean when it comes to our future? Will we eventually destroy ourselves? We already do it daily in our collective information culture. Many are paid and awarded to literally do that. No Mercy at all. Journalists know that “if it bleeds or cries” that it makes for a good story. Or, at least that is what they say.
The “Court of Public Opinion” is really no different. And, Law Enforcement now bends the knee more towards Public Opinion than law, but who says you need be a Rocket Scientist to serve in one capacity or aonther? A majority of animals tamed by humanity can be taught to do a multitude of things. Even you.
You know, I don’t want to say that I’m desensitized by the News Media but I guess I am. That, and burnt out too. It’s the same old story: blood, guts, crying, shame, cheap-laughs, stupid shit, you know, the same. I’m not without compassion, or empathy, or any other positive semantic buzz-word. Seriously.
I struggle day in and day out. I struggle with what I believe if what I believe is anything at all. I struggle with the fact that “being Awake and Aware” is as impossibly difficult as it is to “believe in oneself, and something Good, something Warm and Life-like,…something that is real.” It seems that there is no such thing(s) to be found. Maybe that’s what I get for being a foolish, hopeful romantic, trapped in la-la land.
Maybe I see the world and people for what they are. Maybe I seem them both for what they could be.
But, I am an horribly ugly and imperfectly flawed despicable creature of some sort. I have no ability, power, or control over anything than my fickle and fleeting ability to live within the bell-processional-tolling-of-life. And sometimes, well most times these days, almost never.
I struggle day in and day out simply to live. It seems I no longer see the past let alone the future. Even the present has become as meaningless as any constructor of time. Who needs a new variable to compute?
Each day and night, I have this wish to find some kind of “Truth” to explain it all. So far, I have found none. I meditate to sustain my peace but I find I must meditate constantly and longer as the world is continuously destructive and chaotic. It takes a great deal of skill to remain calm in the eye of the never-ending storm of this world. Once, I heard there was such a thing called the “Light of Day.” Honestly, as much as I would like to see that, the reality is that I don’t know. I’m not certain that I will see it the way this world is. I’m not sure anyone has seen it although some say they have.
Where are the Aliens when you need them?
I have grown to loathe “suffering of every kind, shape, and form.” I wish no-one ill-will, harm, hurt, or anything of the kind towards anyone. However, there seems to be no end to people who relish nothing more than to inflict suffering upon you and others. Maybe I am impossibly naïve to think there are people who understand suffering enough to do anything positive and non-harmful they can to liberate themselves from it. It takes more than positive thinking and changing yours perception when it comes to the real world. As much as I like to think “happy thoughts” it is sad to think that it is only in “thoughts that happiness is.”
Pain, Suffering, and Addiction seem to have the power to compel people beyond all their better sensibilities. I can agree and admit to being flawed by all of those evils. To live in this world is to be subject to evil.
What if the “drug epidemic” isn’t just about drugs but every form of pain and the lack of real ability to help ourselves medically because of impossibly high health-care costs? And who is really the “right person” to heal us of all of our pains? Millions of Americans can’t get Health Care they can afford, so, Doctors mitigate their moments with all they can afford -pain meds. If I can’t afford to get the Medical and Health care I need, then yes, I am going to Medicate my pain away until the very end. Some of us have no choice.
At what point do we stop making ourselves suffer so much? Is the purpose of a copy of a copy of a copy to continuously perpetuate suffering? My thoughts would immediately say no, but who am I in a world of billions with their own lives, thoughts, and opinions?
As a copy of a copy of a copy, I realize there are no Reflections, Meditations, or Leaps in Thought or Life that are even remotely original. Realizing this much makes me reflect upon why I keep reflecting other than it seems it is the only thing I can do in this world.
Formless Sphere Meditation & Music Notes:
Experientially, the formless spheres are where we can investigate
the four-fold basis of form.
For a form to come into being, it needs
(i) the faculty of perception
(ii) the notion of an individual ‘thing’ being perceived
(iii) sensory consciousness that detects all of the pertinent
attributes of that thing
(iv) three-dimensional space in which that
particular thing is believed to be found.
Contemplation of the Six Elements
Thesaurus of Scale and Melodic Patterns by Nicolas Slonimsky
The Art of Fugue
Josquin Des Prez
Sergio Aschero’s “Numberphonic” notation
Raja Yoga Notes Year 1920:
Here the forces are very equally adjusted and balanced.
get hold of that which is setting the whole engine in motion
the best times are towards the morning and the evening.
pass through a state of relative calmness.
not to eat until you have practiced
keeping holy vibrations
send a current of holy thought to all creation; mentally
repeat: Let all beings be happy; let all beings be
peaceful; let all beings be blissful.
pray for knowledge and light;
diamond light body
have unbounded faith and hope
beware how you allow yourselves to be acted upon
by others. Beware how you unknowingly bring
another to ruin. Beware of everything that takes
away your freedom
so a man, to prove that he is not a machine,…
must demonstrate that he is under the control of nothing.
Those who can become mad upon an idea, those alone will see light.