Saturday, February 8, 2014

Problems with Alternative and Fetish Life Styles

It's funny to think how all these splinter-cell groups of BDSM, Fetish, and alternate Life Style groups think they are safe.

For years, political, religious, and law-enforcement have acted on their own, and in joined efforts to weed out these groups the world over.

Many of them use dating sites, online social networks, and even go to the trouble of setting these sites up. For one, a prime example is FetLife.com. This site is exclusive run by various governmental branches. And yet, these groups think they are safe. But, truthfully they are not.

This is true for all mainstream fetish and alternative sites on the web (unless they are in a law-less 3rd world country). Not to mention, the ones that are not controlled by certain authorities will bow down at any moment they feel the heat.

So, what can you do? The obvious thing is stay offline, or do not post things related to whatever you are doing. Of course, you might be one of the few who is safe, off the grid, using a totally anonymous connection, fictionally pretending to be apart of something you are not -but seriously, most are not about shit, nor worth the time to even play pretend with.

What is even worse than authoritarian groups is that, even the fetish groups espouse tenants of elitist jargon, using sex and whatever else as a brain-washing bargaining chip. It's like they say, "Look at what we are doing and what you aren't, unless you bow down to our demands." Rather fucked up, don't ya think?

At best, all you can do is luck out, or find someone(s) and get into whatever you are looking to try or experiment with. All online mainstream Goth sites are out as they are directly controlled or have already been busted by Big Brother. Nothing of genuine worth exists within the states, and if it does, it is kept highly under wraps as the Gov. in Amer. has zero tolerance for fetish life or alternate life styles. But, what do you expect from a Gov. totally and completely founded upon old Roman-Justinian precepts, candy sprinkled with Christianity.

What you do, how ever you do it, with whoever you do it with, stay off the grid. If you are in Amer., don't fool yourself as there is a legal wolf infiltrated in every major fetish site, alternative life style site, and many of the popular groups in the states. It is the same for the more 'Democratic' countries of the world.

As always, don't be fooled. Big Brother knows more about what you are doing than you think he does.

Stay Alert; Stay Alive.

On the Real - This World, I live here, and.........die here -Tortured

Words...what the hell are they? Really? Sure, we got a great big world full of smart people to explain them, but what about these(?):

How do you explain the life of someone you used to know? Someone who was closer than your own skin? They live thousands of miles apart from both sets of their families, and still, they continue to destroy themselves with a weird form of self-guilt? And yet, you are to blame?

How do you tell kids their mom is sick and in the hospital and if she doesn't get well, she might die?

How do you bring peace to your family when hell is less than the one pay-check away that's not even holding everything together? And, tomorrow is going to be even worse?

How do you re-connect with your friends when they don't know if they think you’re worth one minute of their time? And, the ones you almost connected with again always fall out of reach?

How do you fall in love again when the consensus is that you are not worth loving? Other than my family, I can't remember what is like to be held, kissed, or touched by a familiar companion. I almost don't know what it is like to be a man -especially when most of my day to day interactions are spent around people who basically equate me to 'shit'(literally).

How do you make sense of a crazy world when the religious and the political are equally nuts, bringing all the crazies out of the wood work?

How is it the smartest people and the people with the most power can't figure out the fact they are messing everything up -entertainers included?

How can you tell people who have everything that people who have nothing don't live in the same la-la land as they do? Do they know what it is like to live off of water, two loaves of bread, and a package of bologna for a month?

How can you tell a country you want to be apart of it after it has shut you down and taken your entire life from you?

Why does the world get off on shaming people, rubbing their faces in their mistakes, and making a daily martyr out of anyone who makes for a hot-topic, or something fun to laugh at?

These are not all the questions that I have, but, am going through them all. Most of the time I do my best to talk (or write) about positive stuff in hopes it would spark a different direction. Perhaps (as I have always been told), my spark just isn't big or powerful enough due to a strange world-effected bicycling accident?

On the real though, if the entire world is ablazed in madness, then how do I (in complete sanity) ever find the means to just stop, find clarity, and let it all go for the sake of peace?

I honestly meet these obstacles head-on, but, I get shamed, I get beat down (massive medical to put me back together), I get robbed (time takes life like hurtful words take breath).

Older people I have been around (seniors) -they just get so set in their ways and jaded that other people’s boundaries and comfort zones are nothing more than sandcastles to destroy just because they let age drop them to zero. Everyone suffers, but why push it into others face and insult them just because you can.

Bullies: let me tell you what. I have lived, been around, and experienced more bullying in my life than I have friendship: old men, old women, jaded guy friends/girl friends, people I don't know. And yet, I let it go. I forgive them -granted, I know what I can do but that really won't make a damn because then, I'd be just like them -miserable and attempting to justify an ignorant-ego with no real control over life. Sounds like the governments of the world right now. A bunch of suited bullies, right? Who-da-thunk-it?

On the real: I'm not religious and certainly not political. More or less, what's wrong with people just getting along and living a good life day to day? For as long as I have been alive, that has never been the case. I just don't understand where being 'evily-competitve', 'ego-driven', 'self-righteous', or anything resembling any of those have ever helped anyone. Actually, I've watched the world set ablaze by those things.

At this point in my life (if I could call it that), I know what I am and what I am not. In every way am I aware of my limitations -even the but-end of every stereotypical, life destroying joke and insult. They say you can smile inside without actually smiling. Is it hard to say that it really hurts? Is it hard to say that I live on a planet full of people, but feel absolutely alone? Is it hard to say my greatest fear is being alone? Is it hard to say I feel I'm living a life that I am not getting to live at all?

I had this dream. I was inside a small house on a mountain beside a desert with a lake to one side. The house was like an exotic temple. Awaking into the dream, it seemed if I dreamt of a beautiful girl with whom was my companion who had loved me the entire night through. Strange to have a dream within a dream. The smell of incense, the taste of bitter-sweet red wine upon the waking tongue, the softness of the sheets upon my naked reposed body. From a distance, I could hear her singing, and she was coming near to me -half naked, draped in half sheet, a hand with an over-spilling goblet. And at the first taste of fresh wine, I awake, covered in sweat, in the darkness of the hell with all the same questions beating their way out from inside the hollow that is my skull.

If ever I dream, I awake. If ever I awake, I dream. What is the reason to be snapped from pleasure in-between any other hellish state???

For all of our words, for all of our stories, for all of our suffering, it seems we can not snap ourselves out of suffering into anything that remotely feels of a moment of peace.

On the real: I looked over the world and heard the people of the world singing the demonic-remix of a chaotic Carmina Burana. And, if the entertainers, talking-heads, and politicians pick up and start singing in time, oh how I hope there is not a spark powerful enough to end it all.

Even if were all to end, I suppose I would be stricken from the harshness of the present dream, to somewhere in-between the lines of pleasure and pain.

Forgive me not because I am a sinner, for that much is obvious. Forgive me because I could not catch you in a dream. Perhaps I was drunk upon an illusion. Perhaps I was drunk upon a woman in a soft bed.

Perhaps, I am standing in a world ablaze, stone-cold sober, while the world simply burns?

On the real: I lived there, I lived there,….it was all………..a Dream.

My Visions - The Damnation Never Ends

With pipe and instruments in hand.....the visions are stronger now -to much.

Water, food, and the sky will provide no shelter.

Every bullet a blessing and an execution.

...the Dragon arcs the 12 houses.

A hole in the ground; a cave -homes find families in darkness.

...the plastic currency comes with blood and skin...the magic machine gods enforce...

water is now gold, air is a chosen hollow.

Dragons with plasma white tails now sit upon the fingers of the desert speakers....

America's protectors become despotic death dealers...

Massive plate tectonic shifts, a great land sinks, a new land dies; the stench is of fish and corpses.

the true God is in the Heart of the Love of Family -the last safety, salvation, and refuge.

Plastic boxes near train carts; their numbers exceed the people....

the society of 'Eye' once thought evil, now lead with knowledge to save; the followers of the 'false-eye' falleth by their own red-green-black hands.

A progression of 7, 8, 9 rings true -a cycle ends; a new beginning.

The God of Silent Voice weeps; it is our own blood upon our own hands.

The present may be changed if the world-human-animal chooses with one-mind-heart to change. Without this change; the great black flame will burn all to sunder.

An IV xxi Sol 28° Scorpio Luna 2° Cancer Dies Mercurii Wednesday, November 20, 2013 e.v. 3:04:47 PM

These are my words to will a change.

Profound Peace, 13° 33° 99°

God's Trident is coming......

12 dark gods on thrones....

the Asp smiles, coiled in its layer.....the Children of Babylon begin to play

the velcro house begins to crumble....

parasites of information escalate the ideological war.....

In his Prayers, his eyes to the vaulted lined ceiling, he asks, "Oh give me strength for her and my daughters; he signs the hallowed book of great-headed echoes

grazing of the moon, gravity causes massive damage, chaos ensues

the harlots of entertainment poison the seeds of the Tree of Life

Hand from the clouds shakes the liquid fire......

the new terror is our own mirror; for they love to break themselves.....

a gigantic serpent begins to swallow its own tail

a united house falls further into darkness; hands meet in the dark

the Mother country buys into the future of puppets

An IV xxi Sol 2° Saggitarius Luna 24° Leo Dies Solis Sunday, November 24, 2013 e.v. 5:49:56 PM

These are my words to will a change.

Profound Peace, 13° 33° 99°
....A Pale Horse enters the long-madning stride

Orion kisses its placement in call

...the great clock has wound over past the earliest prediction

...civil nation comes full circle; the world brimeth over, its like blood -poison

the collective mind grows at the pace of malevolent bacterium....

consciousness and light are fighting to merge; what separates animal and soul...

Paris becomes a target for those of the cloth of a desert prophet

the new Democratic Rome enters the totalitarian Police-Dark-Ages

...the crystal Prism machine gives false-flag in the gift of a unified communication; the wireless nation-like web welcomes all flys -the Spider waits to strike....

gods of new reflect the same ancient mentality of war-lords; a battle for the floating lands beckons a economic shadow -the Sun land cries fowl; the Red Nation escalates the invisible war -just as the desert people, these of east thrive ulterior

...this day of the 23rd lunar cycle bids close to a dangerous decision

days of danger of December 2013: 5, 14, 16, 17, 18, 23, 25 -death upon the new year, heads will bow

the new ship will die a swift death; the old yard of bones and tricks looks promising

a great pillar will fall before the zenith of time strikes

This day -Planetary Positions

Sol 4° Saggitarius
Luna 10° Virgo
Mercury 17° Scorpio
Venus 18° Capricorn
Mars 23° Virgo
Jupiter 19° Cancer
Saturn 16° Scorpio
Uranus 8° Aries
Neptune 2° Pisces
Pluto 10° Capricorn

An IV xxi Sol 4° Saggitarius Luna 10° Virgo Dies Martis Tuesday, November 26, 2013 e.v. 7:15:15 AM

These are my words to will a change.

Profound Peace, 13° 33° 99°
.......the Darkest Shadow now moves upon the void of the face that has become the world.....

.......One of Many Horns begins to Sound........a convergence has begun....Holy Swords blessed by water and mingled blood.....

.....Oh Twelve Tribes, assemble in the Holy Land, a Prophet becometh, a Man and is coming to you. He will be simple, a Pan-Handler, His Fathers Son, a Baptizer of the Dead,.......For he Will Command the Twelve Tribes to return to One God, and the Twelve Tribes will build New Zion.........

God prepares his Angels to take flight....the sword from the Lips of the Divine speaks to kill the un-reighteous; spare the pure and simple...the New Garden will be tilled with blood....

A circle of souls push the pendulum....a fight for direction

the human creature succumbs to the weight of ego.....

....the rich, stars, celebrities....so disconnected, they have no idea how they will fall -ripped apart by the rabid and hungry. They buy fame through charity, parties and dances; they buy your perception -false idols

Judges nor Law hold any weight, for the Natural Law of Common Sense and ability to survive usurp the thrones, frocks, and hammers of jurisprudence....

Gypsies, Hermits, and Tribes tied to the earth shall wander and stand in greater numbers....their hearts are the last of the pure, God shall embrace them...forget not the Earth...it still has places of refuge

.....go away from the Cities, where numbers of people are,.......my Children go to where the empty world still lives, and Natures accord untouched by the tainted human-hand will save you,........Gaia Lives, a world-like Angelic Deity.

Religious world leaders turn from their beliefs...they fall into the skins of decrepit politicians; the politicians laugh and mock the Holy

...the Holy pray harder -their fanaticism is equal to the ego of ignorance and stupidity...they contribute to burning the world in Ideological Fire

....Billions of voices screaming to be heard in justification -the world Babels, and the Neigh Believers will be awed in horror as the truth they heard and read becomes Reality -their pessimism about knowledge defeats them....

...world children fight over dirt, air, and water .....soon, they will beat each other with War-Sticks -the First blow will ripple in the fears and minds within the Heart of human-kind

Those who were deemed or judged wrong will now be righted, those who bought Self-righteousness will burn to cinder in their own light.....

....Titles, Names,...Papers....all a dime a dozen burnt to ashes in the Fire of a mushroom-cloud-whitened reality....children grab fiercely at parental stability

....who knows the hexagon of Orion -the winter of the human creatures soul; Capella, Aldebaran, Rigel, Sirius, Procyon, Pollux, Castor, Betelgeuse


the Star........Falls.......

Planetary Positions

Sol 5° Saggitarius
Luna 27° Virgo
Mercury 18° Scorpio
Venus 19° Capricorn
Mars 24° Virgo
Jupiter 19° Cancer
Saturn 16° Scorpio
Uranus 8° Aries
Neptune 2° Pisces
Pluto 10° Capricorn

An IV xxi Sol 5° Saggitarius Luna 27° Virgo Dies Mercurii Wednesday, November 27, 2013 e.v. 10:42:36 AM

These are my words to will a change.

Profound Peace, 13° 33° 99°
.....Millions of fingers moving to the beat of liquid insanity...electric armies against electric armies.....

the desert and frozen-land people trade arms, digging in deeper than ever before....

...the modern astrologers for all their billions of dollars of technology can't seem to predict the flight of rock-death....sweating to calculate......

the politicians of Democracy soon to make the biggest mistake of all -a new world born through ultimate destruction of the meaning of all life....

war against an enemy who strength is greater.....

Russia had spent only 50 years, the Red Nation over 100 years....

Europe descends darker into currency madness, medieval becomes their name...........

....the world will blame America and make America the 
blood-sacrificial-scape-goat.....all eyes are upon the target -America...

America upon putting more people in jails and prison than anywhere in the world, now releases wave after wave after wave of the most violent ever created........

the most bitter war is not over-seas on a foreign 3rd world land, but right in the heart of Milk and Honey,......or better known as blood and money......

...the rich and powerful will prepare their families and armies, the lowest and poorest will fight violently for survival. The poor, your lives mean nothing to those above you........

shamelessness will run amuck with less inhibition than children at dancing parties over-dosing on the fruits of forbidden drugs.......

...why bicker over crazies and terrorists killing children when, the technology and robotics that are already built, are leading the technological future on a red-carpet of innocent blood trailing behind,.....leaving only soulless binary in the atomic sands of time..........

.....Sex of the New Age,.....it knows no bounds...all genders, species, orientations become the preference and the platter for the perfect processional professional perversions of the problematic planet........no protection physical or psychological will save.....anyone

........for we have become as the insect-oid, machine-like, blasphemy of sacrilegious existence itself!

Drugs, Religion, Belief....have become nothing more than fad-ish trends cycling through the attention span deficit flavor of the second mentality -the children spin in circles.......until they convulse, puke, and are resuscitated and cleansed by the resuscitative-brain-suckers called psychologists. Then, they are given a hand-gun, and a free-pass into the pseudo-world and society we call.....life

.......the last moment, the same as the beginning.......all that we ever saw, all that we ever remembered,..........the flash,....the power,....the light......

Light

Planetary Positions

Sol 6° Saggitarius
Luna 15° Libra
Mercury 20° Scorpio
Venus 20° Capricorn
Mars 25° Virgo
Jupiter 19° Cancer
Saturn 16° Scorpio
Uranus 8° Aries
Neptune 2° Pisces
Pluto 10° Capricorn

An IV xxi Sol 6° Saggitarius Luna 15° Libra Dies Jovis Thursday, November 28, 

2013 e.v. 7:41:29 PM

These are my words to will a change.

Profound Peace, 13° 33° 99°

My Unexplainable Life

Recently, I can not help but to wonder more about what I mean. This is said from more than just a relative standpoint.

All of my life, I have been different. Not as in strange or rebellious for the sake of being so, but because of a ‘certain range of experiences I have had’.

When I was younger, I had very pure feelings of elation and could see things I could not explain, nor was I aware that others did not. I have always been what is called an Emphatic Hypersensitive. To me, I explain this as being a reflective sponge. So, however people and an environment maybe or treated me, that is what I soak up and reflect back out to others and the world.

Also, colors were always phenomenally bright, sounds literally vibrated the air, and I could feel depth, form, and shape. A few have given a term of Pareidolia to what I do. The difference is that, the shapes and things I see either show me something future or past. It’s not like what a fortune teller does, but like many things in my life, what I see or feel are repeated often.

I was told that I might be able to make money by healing. There is a side of me that will not do this. My visions of late, with my studies have become more lucid. The Still Quiet Voice tells me to pray, or, meditate for everyone and everything. I will not speak of what I have done when it comes to healing, for I feel like Charity, it is something only to be done and not spoken of by me.

To see things of a certain nature typically called ‘remote viewing’ I would dare say should only be done by one pure enough to not cast jewels before swine. The feeling you get around someone typically to me is like an ocean of sensory input. It is not always the best thing to see the heart of a person, alas, it can be…heartbreaking to know what the human creature really is. But, it is always surprising to weigh the heart of the mundane human creature by that of which is above. There is no judgment when the truth is before your eyes and known within mind.

In this time, as much as I do not want to do this, I have sought out jobs for people with special abilities. My ability to see shape and form where none is apparent, to see into the heart of the human creature, to see remotely, to generate fluxuations of energy within my body, to hear the music of any given environment, and to generate something with my hands although I do not know what it is –I have no words for these things.

I decided to fill out this application at:  http://www.aspr.com/question.htm
After I took it and tried to submit it, it did not work. So, in this spirit of this article, I will answer it here.
Exceptional Experiences and Near-Death Experiences Questionnaire
1.     How often do you remember your dreams?
Answer: 7 Always, almost every night.
Almost never, few times in life
Less than once a month
About once a month
About twice a month
About once a week
About 3 times a week
Always, almost every night
1
2
3
4
5
6
7

2.     How would you describe your dreams on the following scale?
Answer: 4
Logical, realistic,
ordinary, as if awake

Chaotic, bizarre,
disconnected
1
2
3
4
5
6
7

3.     Have you ever had an experience of yourself or your surroundings that was seemingly real (not a dream) but totally unlike the way you commonly experience things?
Answer: 4 or more times
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times
If you have ever had such an experience, please describe one such experience:

4.     Have you ever been aware of actual things that were happening beyond the reach of your familiar senses and that you could not know about by normal means?
Answer: 4 or more times.
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times

5.     Have you ever been aware of things in the future that you could not have known about?
Answer: 4 or more times.
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times

6.     Have you ever had the experience of leaving your body and of observing things from another place?
Answer: 4 or more times.
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times

7.     Have you ever sensed the presence of a deceased person?
Answer: 4 or more times.
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times


There are two physiological conditions that may be related to unusual cognitive abilities. One is associated with the hypersensitivity that may bring on asthma and allergies, the other with vasopressin, the hormone whose most familiar effect is water-retention in body tissue.


8. Have you ever had asthma or allergies?
Yes  No
If you answered yes, briefly describe the nature, frequency and severity of your symptoms:

9. Do you now have asthma or allergies?
Yes  No

10. Have you ever experienced water retention that is not caused by poor circulation, excess salt intake, (or your monthly cycle if you are a woman)?
Yes  No
If you answered yes, briefly describe the part(s) of the body affected, the frequency, and the severity of your symptoms:

11. Do you presently experience water retention that is not caused by poor circulation, excess salt intake, (or your monthly cycle if you are a woman)?
Yes  No
Answer: After strange events, I always feel like I am dehydrated or have to re-hydrate myself.

12. Have you ever been present at the moment when someone has died?
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times
Answer: My Aunt, two or more people in a car wreck, passing right by people dying in the aftermath of accidents.

Skip this question if you have never been present at the moment when someone has died.
13. If you have ever been present when someone died, have you ever sensed or ever felt anything unusual when the person died?
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times
If you have ever sensed or felt something unusual when someone has died in your presence, please describe one of these experiences:

14. Have you ever had an unusual sensation, perception, or feeling when someone you knew died unexpectedly in a distant place and you had no normal way of knowing about it?
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times
Answer: 4 or more times.
If you have ever had an unusual sensation, perception, or feeling when someone you knew died unexpectedly and you had no normal way of knowing about it, please describe one of these experiences:

15. Have you ever been close to death?
Never  Once  2 or 3 times  4 or more times

Skip this question if you have never been close to death.
16. What has brought you close to death? (Check all that apply)
Heart-attack
Other illness
Car Accident
Other accident
Gun-shot wound
Other attack
Suicide attempt
Other cause (please explain): 

17. Have you ever been close to death and at that moment had an experience of yourself or your surroundings that was seemingly real but totally unlike the way you commonly experience things?
Yes  No


If you answered no to the preceding question, you have finished the questionnaire. You may send it now by clicking the "Send Questionnaire" button at the bottom of this page. Click to go there.
If you answered yes to the preceding question, you have had a near-death experience (NDE). Please continue with the questions below.


18. Please tell us about your near-death experience in as much detail as possible. If you have had more than one NDE, describe the most outstanding and use it for the questionnaire:

19. If you recall, please state the hour, date, and place of your near-death experience. If you don't know the exact hour, date, or place, and if you can recall, write the approximate time of day, approximate time of year, approximate year, approximate place:

20. Please indicate how important or meaningful your NDE was to you.
Answer: 10 Great Importance
No Importance
Great importance
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10

21. Please describe your emotions during the NDE:

22. During your NDE, were you aware of actual things that were happening beyond the reach of your familiar five senses and that you could not know about by normal means?
Yes  No
Answer: I know what it feels to be in the real limbo between life and death.

23. During your NDE, were you aware of things in the future that you could not have known about by normal means?
Yes  No
Answer: Many things yes, but most importantly, it would be some time before I would pass to the next life.

24. During your NDE, did you have the experience of leaving your body and of observing things from another place?
Yes  No
Answer: In the spirit form, you have a body that is exceedingly different from the physical vessel. It takes as much time to master the ability of the spirit as it does the body. My only advantage was that I had studied the ability of how to act within the spirit form.

25. During your NDE, did you sense the presence of one or more deceased persons?
Yes  No
Answer: All the Life, Love, and Everlasting goodness is beyond this life for those that so choose to be embraced by the Light and Love.

26. Since your near-death experience, have you been aware of actual things that were happening beyond the reach of your normal senses and that you could not know about by normal means?
Yes  No
Answer: Going from the senses of our physical body to our spirit body is like going from the senses of an ‘child’ to that of an ‘adult’.

27. If you answered yes to the preceding question, how does the frequency of such awareness since your NDE compare with the frequency of these experiences before your NDE?
Fewer  The same  More frequent
Answer: The world has never been the same since. I understand what mystics has said by this world being the primitive, finite world.

28. Since your near-death experience, have you been aware of things in the future that you could not have known about by normal means?
Yes  No

29. If you answered yes to the preceding question, how does the frequency of such awareness since your NDE compare with the frequency of these experiences before your NDE?
Fewer  The same  More frequent

30. Since your near-death experience, have you had the experience of leaving your body and of observing things from another place?
Yes  No

31. If you answered yes to the preceding question, how does the frequency of such awareness since your NDE compare with the frequency of these experiences before your NDE?
Fewer  The same  More frequent

32. Since your near-death experience, have you had the experience, when awake, of sensing the presence of a deceased person?
Yes  No

33. If you answered yes to the preceding question, how does the frequency of such awareness since your NDE compare with the frequency of these experiences before your NDE?
Fewer  The same  More frequent

34. Since the near-death experience, have you noticed any change in your relationship to other people?
Yes, I feel more remote from others
No, I feel the same toward others as I did before the experience
Yes, I feel more connected to others

35. Since the near-death experience, have you noticed any change in your relationship to your physical environment?
Yes, I feel more separated from things in my environment
No, I feel the same as I did before the experience
Yes, I feel more connected to things in my environment

36. Since your NDE, have you experienced any physical or medical changes?
Yes  No
If yes, please describe:

 This is the end of the questionare.
I also answered the Challenge to the 

James Randi Educational Foundation

$1 Million Dollar Psychic Challenge, but they deleted my membership accounts and have no responded to my Challenge.
It seems when the world, or some people of the world want something real, they completely ignore, frame, hide, and cover-up people like me.
This is my life. Believe it, or not.